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Sonny Torres and the Multiverse of Sadness

by Andrés

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1.
Ai Jazz 02:15
Act 1 Scene 1: A Drunk Man Breaks into a Spacelab I’m gunna steal this ship and take this shit out to a different universe (Are you sure you have the clearance for that?) It doesn’t matter cuz I’m drunk as shit, don’t care if things any worse (Wait a minute back up.. what happened?) It’s been a few years and she looks too happy with this dude named Danny(Ok?) I ran into them at the local brewery my homie called me a cabby What was I supposed to do? Go home and turn on the tube Keep watching movies that make me miss you? What was I supposed to do? Go home and turn on the tube How bout something that you wouldn’t approve Like anime, or a Christopher Nolan film Something where there’s like 3 different versions of Peter Parker Or one of those cartoon movies with like a darker older version of Batman from an alternate universe Wait a minute.. alternate universe? We’re developing a spaceship like that at work… What if there’s an different version of Maeve out there? (So that’s why you’re here) I’m gunna steal this ship and take this shit out to a different universe I’m gunna find a different version of the girl that put me in a hearse Maybe she’ll like me or maybe she won’t Maybe she’s hotter than the one back home I hope that she don’t believe in horoscopes Maybe she’ll like me? (Or Maybe She Won’t…)
2.
What do you say? What do I say? We just skip all the bullshit and we just go straight to your place Boy Go away I didn't mean sex, I just thought I could hear you better? I guess it's loud here(harmony to me saying It's kinda loud here) It's not like I didn't notice baby You're seconds away from a feeding frenzy It's not like I didn't notice baby You came to this place to just get away But why leave with you? Well... I'm not tryna scare you but I think I'd be good for you Boy you don't even know my name Okay let's start with your name... it's Maeve wait you're 28 um You're in between jobs not true You live with your dog What's a dog? (Sonny there's no dogs in this universe) Well maybe I got a few details wrong But how many boys do you know in your life that would court you by breaking out into a song My name's Sonny You're not Funny It's not like I didn't notice baby You're seconds away from a feeding frenzy It's not like I didn't notice baby You came to this place to just get away Let's fast forward to the part where you can't fucking stand me Let's fast forward to the part where I hate all your family Let's skip to the part where I need more commitment I lost you once Maeve, I came here to do things different You seem nice enough but... It's hard to trust 'cuz I wasted 2 years with my ex and it was rough bud Try me Maeve It's ok... unless you wanna hear about the girls he laid So okay he cheated, but why should that stop us from enjoying this evening 'cuz I came all the way from a different universe just to try and make it work, there's a few things that I learned like: I would focus on the shit you did My attitude could use a little work Jealous of the friend you had at work, especially cuz I know you're such a flirt I could've really laid off you at your work party that night Yeah I saw him making you laugh but I didn't have to start that fight You were miserable from 9 to 5, 5 days out of the week and the last thing that you need is me just causing you more problems Problems, let's skip to the part where we got problems Rather be alone than try to solve them A Romantic moment's just a means to an end
3.
Bad Little shawty, says she’s not over her ex and she don’t wanna know me It’s kinda discouraging Dating in my late 20’s has been kind of rocky, but girl you ain’t the only one… I met this girl last night, and I’m not gunna fuck this one up She got her pronouns and “blm” “acab” displayed in her bio I found that shit kinda peculiar so last night I asked her at dinner like, “What about black cops?” “Umm what about them?” “No like… do you condemn them for having that job or does their life still matter to you?” “You Conservative ASSWHOLE!” “Wait.. I was just asking a question?” “Well you shouldn’t have asked it!” And she got up and left then Was that my fault I’m not sure but it might have been Some oats are sown, some hot, some cold Pretty lil Mami Dad owns a business and mom is a teacher She seems really pleasant That’s why I’m confused why her truck had a sticker that said, “Come and Take it” But girl I’m bout to find out She said, “Sonny, could we first, get something real quick to eat?” So I suggested this new vegan spot up the street, they require a proof of vaccine She said, “I never got the vaccine and I don’t eat fake meat, are you some sort of liberal pussy?” I’m not sure what that has to do with their chicken and waffles, girl trust me this stuff really isn’t that awful “It sucks cuz I thought you were cute but my parents would never approve” She got up and left then Was that my fault I’m not sure but it might have been Some oats are sown, some hot, some cold I met this shawty in the club last night, it was emo night, on a tuesdayyyyyyy We had a back and forth about all of the bands that they never play at these, we both wish they would Somehow we got to talking bout how much we hate all the ads they got on youtube these days She put her drink down and grabbed my hand, I’m feeling optimistic And now we’re dancing Nothing dirty, just innocent and then she asked me hey what month were you born in? I said September She said you virgo piece of shit I said I’m sorry? Yeah I’m sorry too, I quit you ass holes last year I’m not sure I follow you? It’s called astrology, and we’re far from compatible That just might be the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard That's it I’m leaving…. We used to go to every after school event just to sit in the bleachers and hold hands We used to go to every movie and not ever know whatever the fuck they were about We used to spend all day just walking in the mall and buy nothing Somewhere down the line I swear to God we all became monsters cuz we never get along I just might be destined to grow old and lonely, poor-ass has-been You just might be destined for bad jobs and bills and a bad husband Maybe you’re insufferable or Maybe I could be more humble
4.
Sonny’s got a funny way of picking’ them out I got him sniffing through his “Hall of Shame” while he was blacked out I guess he’ll never learn a Gotdamn thing Sally’s got a funny way of picking them out What she teacher her new boyfriend, she learned from Sonny’s house I guess she’ll never learn a Gotdamn thing You always liked my sweater I always loved your temper Maybe it’d be better if we weren’t together Pull out the Decanter (I’m) as good for you as Cancer Maybe it’d be better if we got back together Sonny’s got a funny way of sticking around Even though she yelled at him in public over an ounce He never Even smoked a gotdamn thing Never smoked a gotdamn thing Sally’s got a funny way of digging around It didn’t take too long for her to figure out he was banned from every Tiki bar in Bakersfield You always liked my sweater I always loved your temper Maybe it’d be better if we weren’t together Pull out the Decanter (I’m) as good for you as Cancer Maybe it’d be better if we got back together Maeve created a monster, Cuz nobody wants to see sonny since he ain’t been sober since October Of 20 eleven Love was just a field of fallen soldiers and resin How many fucking time(s) (do) we gotta meet up at chevron, Tell me why I eat toxic masculinity up for breakfast? I blame you Maeve… For why I’m having trouble getting along with Sally All that’s gotta change I’m floating out in space No Luck for me and Maeve(s) Was all of this a Waste I Can’t deny I got kicked out of Tiki Co, on my own accord I Can’t deny I raised my voice at your best friend, even if her boyfriend was mouthing off Can’t deny that I made an inappropriate joke Yeah I can’t deny I got shit I’m sorry for Can’t deny I left earth for something unreliable, Can’t deny I should’ve spent more time with you

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6.
I can’t take it Another unhappy day on this planet All my friends Can’t stand them They all got degrees in political science on insta- Grampa called me an asswhole and chuckled As if he’d known it’s the last time I’d see him I’ve been letting myself go My friend disagreed(but I think that she’s in the same boat) I’m not as drunk as you think right now Cuz I still haven’t texted me ex-girlfriend yet It’s not as bad as you think I’m on a “casual bender” I just fake it Another wet handshake to give to your parents Make amends For Past things I might as well have a degree and a masters in acting Parents lasted for 20, my Brother did 2 I’m shooting for 3 when I’m 50 I’ve been taking up yoga and I don’t feel down dog, lately But I keep my shirt on! I’m not as drunk as you think right now Cuz I still haven’t texted me ex-girlfriend yet It’s not as bad as you think I’m on a “casual bender” It started like a stupid fucking carrot on a stick Chasing you and maybe I’m just thinkin’ with my (hahaha)  So what’s it that makes you so cyclical? You prob’ly think I’m too typical So what’s it to you, If I wake up dreading the thought of something to prove? Nothing compares to that feeling of something new One day this room might stop spinning  But I’m still convinced that I’m winning  I can’t take it Another unhappy day with my habits All my friends Can’t stand me They all got degrees in psychology when they come check on me It’s just as bad as you think I’m on a casual bender
7.
Bako Girls 02:50
"You’re probably out of service Well… lately I’ve been working at this fucking high school Dealing with some bad kids You’ve been out there touring Making lots of bad friends" "Have you been running from your unpaid loans A series of squares and cows and mobile homes Your brother’s friend just moved in Seven Oaks One of my students lost both of her folks" Got recognized for my music while sitting patiently at the local urgent care I pray to god hoping that he didn’t overhear the nature of my visit here I’m so Drunk on the past that my future’s already Hungover "You’re probably out of service That’s what I tell myself when you’re ignoring me on purpose Fuck it, I’ve been working You had to find yourself So I had to find a… boyfriend" "Held on to every old shirt of your band A Series of Premature lyrics at best Heard you’re with someone you argue with less 'Agreeable Temperament' at what expense?" The Grass May Not always happen to be much greener on all the other smith machines But If I stumble on Healthy Soil, it’s only fair that I show Transparency I might give you up I might let you down I might run around and desert you I might make you cry I might say goodbye I might tell a lie and hurt you
8.
She’s showing up late to our dinner date, tryna laugh it off and she say she hopped up on her prescription pills I’m running it late on my bills(unpaid) tryna laugh it off, but I gotta buckle up, dinner is all on me(fuck up my credit score) I won’t tackle you If you won’t tackle me Let’s just play this game Try to keep it safe We’re playing a game of Red! Flag! Football! And baby the score is tied(baby the score is tied) We’re playing a game of Red! Flag! Football! And baby the score is tied(baby the score is tied) You must be a catch or there’s a catch I’d ignore your past for all that ass You think I’m a catch but there’s a catch Just ignore my past for all this ass So When was the last time that you talked to your parents “Huh? I never talk to my parents” Oh. She’s got a bad relationship with her parents(Red Flag) When was the last time that you talked to your exes Umm I’m actually friends with all of my exes “Is this dude really friends with all of his exes?” (Red Flag) I hopped up in her whip, that shit was riddled with plastic bottles and Ritalin, old bags of grass and chicken strips She walked up in my room that shit could use a broom, shit I forgot to pick all my smut, empty bottles and plastic cups I shouldn’t tackle you Please Don’t Tackle Me Let’s just play this game Let’s just keep it safe
9.
I gotta take time away from touring Gunna make sure I make the Reunion Went and bought a purple suit, the day of Trying to avoid talk of my income Loren Wines became a doctor I took shots with Todd and Sonic Charles gave a real nice speech And I still have a crush on Bri, but I’m so fucking Glad we’re still friends We should meet again in 10 more years I’m so fucking glad we’re still friends We don’t gotta wait for 10 more years And some of them got kids And some of them own homes One time I drove a coked out stripper to the hospital Then we reminisced On when we were all kids Why did we all insist on wearing boxers in PE? Andrew Worth became a doctor I took shots with nick and navi Karaoke with Holiday I still have a crush on Nadia I’m so fucking Glad we’re still friends We should meet again in 10 more years I’m so fucking glad we’re still friends We don’t gotta wait for 10 more years I was insecure for ten years that my friends would judge me for not Getting my degree in something But turns out they just support me People often ask me How exactly is it that I find a Sense of pride in my hometown My honest answer is: “Just look around”
10.
Is it the coffee? Or maybe the pills in the morning but We might like our Chemistry set, a little bit too much Whether it’s wine in the evening or Bowls before eating but We might like our chemistry set, a little bit too much I think everybody at this brunch table is sad A little champagne with some OJ just to forget the past And if it all comes down to picking between boredom and suffering I think I’ll always choose suffering I know why you keep leaving(Tryna fix your chemistry) I was nervous all evening(Can we fix our chemistry?) This might be the making of just a memory That feeling is fading, it’s just a memory i hadn’t thought of it lately but maybe this craving is just a way to get u closer do i deserve ur touch? and i know u quit that but ur an enigma if it’s not like that we can dissolve into a simpler base And he sacrificed his sanity to pay for her security And every night she falls asleep smiling Are we living in a gray twilight that knows not victory or defeat? I know why you keep leaving(Tryna fix your chemistry) I was nervous all evening(Can we fix our chemistry?) This might be the making of just a memory That feeling is fading, it’s just a memory I’m turning 29 this year I’m pushing 30 for real My 10 year high school reunion’s in November I fear that I might show up wet and reckless I’ll be coming off tour with Gold Necklace I said it in "Self Aware" I’m more out of control than ever Finally got that decade under the influence come this September (We used to be this dying breed…) I sit and sip wine on this Bakersfield night Searching for a feeling that we had at one time I see you in this asian girl I met recently I get nervous tryna convince her of my decency She asked me “Who did you vote for?” I Lied and said “Biden of course” She smiled in relief I Can’t let her find out I’m not even registered We took a sip of sake just to balance out our chemistry My LA tongue is weary trying not to be embarrassing I still don’t understand what qualifies as “problematic” People relate to my music and I don’t understand them In a world where I’m one tweet away from losing my job I’ve come to understand that I will just never be enough for them Enough for them Could I be enough for you? Cuz I’m not enough for them Could I be good for you? Cuz I’m truly not good for them Your father pulled me aside and said, “Love will never be like the movies” “Will you waste my daughters time?” “Will you give up when she gets moody?” Will I drown in this fountain of youth before I get on your insurance? I’m poor excuse for an adult… and… I’m still tryna find out… Could I be enough for you? Cuz I’m not enough for them Could I be good for you? Cuz I’m truly not good for them Could I be enough for you? Cuz I’m not enough for them Could I be good for you? Cuz I’m truly not that good
11.
We could’ve had a son or a daughter by now how did we manage to fuck that up? Cardigans, split ends, the dead skin on our lips, our history, slipped from my sweaty grip Got Married Poor so we lived in a morgue, in a basement we struggled to fall asleep I hope you show up to my funeral cuz you’d have the best stories to tell of me Was It something I did? "More like something you said…" I… can’t remember that night, why the hell did we fight? "You…called me a phony a fake social advocate, I cried" Oh yeah that’s right, I’m a funny guy right? Heard you’re getting married soon, It’s not how your younger self had pictured it "Heard you think your some rockstar but you’re just a glorified local act" A wedding’s just a going a way party for all of your friends Thanks for the dance, thanks for the cash, (We’ll) never see your ass again! Was it something I did? "More like someone you did" How many times have I apologized? Plus we weren’t even dating then… "That doesn’t change the fact that was my best friend ho!" Don’t make me bring up prom 2012 girl! Heard your getting married soon, he doesn’t know half the shit you listen to "Heard you think you’re quite the poet, you just recite our past and don’t you know it" Girl that’s not true, if that were true, got to admit, I’m good at it… Cardigans and split ends and dead... "yeah I get it…. Ok you win" A wedding’s just a means of forgetting who you were in the past Thanks fore the laughs, thanks for the gasps, never see your ass again I first met you in the parking lot of rocking roots back in 2010, "who would’ve known back then" I’d spend every weekend sitting on a couch at your cousins house, "pretending to like the movie 'Rent' for me" It’s ironic cuz I like that movie now, "It’s ironic cuz you thought it was a cringy musical Now you’re nothing but a cringy musical yourself" How do I, get back to jumping on a couch with you blasting from first to last "How do I get back to songs about promises of how you wouldn’t burn out fast" How do I get you to apologize for being way to honest that it pushed me away "How do I get you to apologize for leaving me alone when I needed you most" I just keep trying love over and over again, just to wish that I had made it work the first time I just keep trying love over and over again, just to wish that I still had you by my side

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released December 29, 2023

Produced, Written, Performed by Andres Aparicio
Produced, Engineered, Additional Writing, Digital Editing by Anthony Razo
Additional Vocal Performance on Feeding Frenzy, 3 Maeves, Casual Bender, Bako Girls by Anthony Razo
Drums Performed/Additional writing by Justin Conway
Stand Up Bass on Feeding Frenzy performed and written by Joe Davancens
Guest Vocals on Feeding Frenzy performed by Limbo
Guest Vocals on 3 Maeves performed by Vanessuh
Guest Vocals on Casual Bender Written and Performed by Brian Butcher
Guest Vocals on Chemistry Set(Remix) written and Performed by Daisy Chamberlin
Guest Vocals on Cardigans and Split Ends(Remix) performed by Zayna Youssef
Speech Sample in My High School Reunion by Charles Delaroca
Additional Piano on Sonny and Sally performed and written by Mike Sparks
Additional Production by Chan Shears and Krathel Aguilar on Red Flag Football
Additional vocals on My High School Reunion by Krathel Aguilar and Michael Escañuelas
Additional Vocal Engineering by Michael Escañuelas
Additional Guitar writing on Sonny and Sally by Ken Raymundo
Additional vocal editing on Chemistry Set(Remix) and Cardigans and Split Ends(Remix) by Matt Goings
Guitar Solo on Red Flag Football written and performed by John Benoit
Drum Tech/Additional Percussion by Jason Montgomery
Recorded at Electrical Audio Studios, Pale Moon Ranch Studios, Anjuna Recording Studios, Big Bad Sound Studios, Panoramic Studios
Mixed and Mastered by Casey Bates
Cover Photo by Sergio Necoechea
Additional Graphic design by Freddy Calva(Whenvakattaks)

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